and i know you know it too

When i was a youngster I had prejudices. They were given to me by the adults I encountered in my upbringing. One of those prejudices was about sexuality, the other about color of skin and nationality Which for me was such a mixed bag of what might be wrong or right depending on the year…

that time of year

It’s here, the holiday season…where dippity dip and doppity dop and be careful as to not get suffocated with my sock… It used to be comforting and family, it then turned to rifts and feelings of envy and then people died and greed set in and what remains of my family have the things that…

she works hard for her homies

I work. Hard. I do my best to work as much as possible with allowing myself days off to recuperate. I need time to replenish my sleep and let my muscles mend from the constant. I work because I need the money to pay the bills, chip away at debt and to acquire the things…

mom in man pants

my earliest childhood memory is being bathed in the sink. the reason for this was a plumbing issue, i was more than old/big enough to be in the bath tub. my mom and i were living with my aunt jan and uncle rick, which happened several times through my life. there are so many pictures…

words spoken are powerful

we say things and sometimes we mean them and sometimes we don’t. sometimes we say things in the heat of the moment or in the sloppiness of a buzz or just because they sound right at the time they escape from our mind past our lips. when we write things out we have the ability…

bully.

do you know that person who in the way they deliver makes them feel pushy, just a bit to suggestive, just out right beyond their bounds? I’ve been feeling this since the beginning of my return to an old haunt of employment. unfortunately the crew from last summer do not recognize my time and experience…

freak out 2011 2/23/11

for those of you who KNOW me, i have finger nails. i do not bite them, i groom them, they are long and they break. this is a big deal, because i am a chewer! i’ve even stopped eating the skin on the sides of the skin…as much as before.   im broke and debt…