words spoken are powerful

we say things and sometimes we mean them and sometimes we don’t. sometimes we say things in the heat of the moment or in the sloppiness of a buzz or just because they sound right at the time they escape from our mind past our lips. when we write things out we have the ability…

bully.

do you know that person who in the way they deliver makes them feel pushy, just a bit to suggestive, just out right beyond their bounds? I’ve been feeling this since the beginning of my return to an old haunt of employment. unfortunately the crew from last summer do not recognize my time and experience…

freak out 2011 2/23/11

for those of you who KNOW me, i have finger nails. i do not bite them, i groom them, they are long and they break. this is a big deal, because i am a chewer! i’ve even stopped eating the skin on the sides of the skin…as much as before.   im broke and debt…

Grace 4.28.13

SHE DID NOT KNOW HER FATHER WHEN ASKING HER MOTHER ABOUT HOW SHE CAME TO BE IF HER FATHER NO LONGER WAS AROUNDTHE RESPONSE WAS NOT WHAT SHE HAD EXPECTED THEY WERE MARRIED WHEN SHE WAS CONCEIVED AND UPON HER BIRTH HER MOTHER COULD SEE THAT HER FATHER WOULD NEVER BE A DAD THE WAY…

TERIBLE LIE 5/1/13

There were many moments in my life when bad things happened. From molestation and rape to my mother smacking the crap out of me as a teenager and her denying that any of the first two traumatic things happened to me. I remember this house that my mom’s soon to be husband lived in, a…

Home. Is where I want to be 5.20.13

TIME IS WHAT IT NEEDS TO BE. PASSING WE’VE BEEN DEALING WITH SO MUCH SINCE THE LANDING…SIDE SWIPED WALKED INTO A VOLATILE AFFAIR WITH OUR FRIEND AND HIS MENTALLY UNSTABLE PELVIC AFFILIATE AND MEOW. MEOW. WE ARE LOOKING TO SETTLE INTO WHAT WE GOT…A HIZZEE WITH THE SHIZZEEE. ONE DAY I WILL TAKE A SHOWER…