those kind of people

I am in the hospitality business and I work at a resort that encourages people with the means to come and support the ends of the corporate entities that own the property. However, it is a spot in the road between here and there. To arrive at my resort employer you have to drive through…

Red Flag Society

I stumbled across a television show on accident… It reminds me in a way of my past 90210 days, I am a product of the 80’s and I embrace this. But this show has a Scrubs feel to it and because of it I feel justified…let the ghosts appear and fade away…..anthem of my life,…

bahhhh humbuggg

I don’t like Christmas. Or the holidays. I wrote the above almost a year ago, that was the 28th of December 2013, and I feel the same way as I did the day I wrote that. I just jumped the hurtle of Thanksgiving and dealing with people asking me if when I got home after…

Puff Nom Pass

Something is amiss. Awry. Running amuck It’s a new feeling and it runs deep and I don’t know that I can muster the courage to understand how in which I might have to deal with the crumpling of my body, the inability to do as I wish when i want. Living with this while looking…

Worth vs. Entitlement

I recently was told that I have a sense of entitlement about me. The context of this statement was in contrast and comparison of others who act out of entitlement as well. This bothered me A LOT, and it still does. I once dated a guy who was a chef and a drummer in a…

and i know you know it too

When i was a youngster I had prejudices. They were given to me by the adults I encountered in my upbringing. One of those prejudices was about sexuality, the other about color of skin and nationality Which for me was such a mixed bag of what might be wrong or right depending on the year…

that time of year

It’s here, the holiday season…where dippity dip and doppity dop and be careful as to not get suffocated with my sock… It used to be comforting and family, it then turned to rifts and feelings of envy and then people died and greed set in and what remains of my family have the things that…