Grace 4.28.13

SHE DID NOT KNOW HER FATHER WHEN ASKING HER MOTHER ABOUT HOW SHE CAME TO BE IF HER FATHER NO LONGER WAS AROUNDTHE RESPONSE WAS NOT WHAT SHE HAD EXPECTED THEY WERE MARRIED WHEN SHE WAS CONCEIVED AND UPON HER BIRTH HER MOTHER COULD SEE THAT HER FATHER WOULD NEVER BE A DAD THE WAY…

TERIBLE LIE 5/1/13

There were many moments in my life when bad things happened. From molestation and rape to my mother smacking the crap out of me as a teenager and her denying that any of the first two traumatic things happened to me. I remember this house that my mom’s soon to be husband lived in, a…

Home. Is where I want to be 5.20.13

TIME IS WHAT IT NEEDS TO BE. PASSING WE’VE BEEN DEALING WITH SO MUCH SINCE THE LANDING…SIDE SWIPED WALKED INTO A VOLATILE AFFAIR WITH OUR FRIEND AND HIS MENTALLY UNSTABLE PELVIC AFFILIATE AND MEOW. MEOW. WE ARE LOOKING TO SETTLE INTO WHAT WE GOT…A HIZZEE WITH THE SHIZZEEE. ONE DAY I WILL TAKE A SHOWER…

Breathe 5/29/13

It’s taking its time to be where I (we) can be relaxed with life. It just happened this last week upon transitioning into our new positions with The Sanderling.I’m feeling integrated, trained at Kimball’s and did some banquets/weddings for the corp…stress free in twenty one three….finally. Watching Office Space while I type this…know that I…

Unknown Every Day-7/28/13

Waking up I wiggle my toesYes. I can feel them again today.Numbness still on the bottoms of my feet but wiggly toes will help me keep balance once I am up and at em. Lifting my head from the pillow to touch my chin to my chest to check the shock.Buzzing from my mid torso…

cloudy rainy blowy

Waking up in the morning with the sun blaring in makes me want to put on my eye mask and return to whatever twisted dream land I was absorbed into…also because my insomnia has an uncanny way of allowing me to return to snoozing once there is light in the sky! But! When I awake…